Flaws and All

Living from intelligence happens when there is a self-transformation, being perfect, new. As you live from perfection, you will discover your flaw, and a new perfect will be born. This is the process of living/dying.

On the other hand, existing is from knowledge, from learning, remembering, making notes, saying quotes, repeating, being sad, happy, greedy, resentful, unworthy, etc. We were all taught to exist in this manner, and that is what we are rewarded and praised for doing, so that is what we did. We easily fell into the trap of knowledge/existing.

While you are living in the new, you might notice that you will fall back into old habits and old conditioning pops up. You might go right back into feeling bad about that and getting upset about it, or you could just notice it and observe it without any feelings about it. The “feeling bad” will pull you back into the old way of being, and the latter will keep you alive and full of energy. There will be times in the beginning, and it will be often, when you slip back into the old way of being. If nothing else, it will be a reminder of how awful it was to be stuck in all the sorrow, pain and misery.

Living each moment in the now is to see all parts of everything. Each experience has its positive and negative to it, and it depends on which one dominates to see which part has its hold on you. In either case, it depends on each part to keep things moving. Seeing the flaw will cause a new perfect to be born, and being perfect will allow the flaw to be seen.

I recommend that everyone take the time to just be by themselves without any distractions, no TV, no newspaper, no radio, or anything so that they can spend time alone with themselves. It is important that you are able to live with yourself before you attempt to live with anyone else. Most people cannot do that, yet they still want to live with another person. Then they wonder why it isn’t working.

When you are able to see the flaws of yourself, the parts that people call their confused or bad parts and not see them as “bad” or “confused”, then you are probably ready to be with another person. Until then, those parts are still controlling you and they are doing it without your awareness. Those parts of you will come up as being bitchy or resentful or full of hate and revenge. When you can get to the point where you are excited about finding those places inside you, you realize they are the places of real discovery about who you are, and those are the places where you can have the greatest gains towards transformation. Those are the places where you hit a wall. Hitting those walls is the opportunity for the window to open—for you to be able to move on through to the other side. Yet, it is often too painful to get to that space, so you often back away and the window closes.

You might notice in your life that there are many people who leave—those who move away from a relationship that doesn’t make it. You then might ask yourself what causes that? You then need to pause to allow an opening for the answer to come. Relationship is the most important thing that we have because in it the real person shows up or doesn’t show up. The manner in which we can discover ourselves is in our relationships.

About Edward Jones

Edward Jones, in 1979, had an experience of death ending in what he calls self-transformation. In modern terms, it has been suggested that it was a psychological death, "But if your ability to walk, talk, or think ends; and you return to consciousness, you will have had an experience of death. You will ultimately see that a psychological death would be experienced in the same manner as a physical death," he states. Unlike others who have had and speak of a transformation, Edward hand no idea of what happened to him during his four hour death experience. He'd had never delved into mysticism or any kind of Eastern thought, but what he experienced was exactly what millions have searched for forever. Edward calls it ecstasy--living with a new consciousness, one void of violence, stress, fear, and worry--being free. Edward was just a common ordinary business man who came face to face with all his failures in business, in marriage and all this world calls success. In facing that failure without excuse or reason and with truth, he came upon the source of all things. Because he had no previous knowledge of what had happened to him, he realized that he was the source of all that had happened to him. "There is a new consciousness born on the planet and it is available to you now." Edward relates this message in workshops, meetings, business, online forums and to all who come into contact with him. Edward carries this one message in his daily life: "There is no love on the planet, and that is good news because in realizing that, we can dispose of what we have been calling love, which is not love at all, and create the possibility of bringing forth Love, Truth, Intelligence and Creation to our war-laden manner of existing on this earth." Edward's books are not exactly fodder for the mind which is seeking success, money, stature, or security in this insane world. They are for the ones who care for internal peace for themselves and world peace for the planet. Edward died, and like the Phoenix he arose from the ashes of his old life to bring forth something new onto this planet. He discovered that is was a consciousness void of violence. It is our violence bringing us closer to the brink of destruction. Will we transform our lives, or will we self-destruct is the question that we need to ask of ourselves. Edward has devoted the last thirty years of his life bringing reaching out to people who are seriously considering the options before us.
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